kamu yang di syurga.

senyum kamu
buat aku jadi kaku
mata kamu
mahu benci aku.

kamu yang dihujung langit
dan aku jerit pekik
atas lantai bumi
baring tak termampu
henti ingin kamu.

tak tercapai jari
mahu genggam bara api
yang datang dari kamu
neraka aku.

maka beginilah.
senyum dan mata itu
tetapkan jadi begitu
biar sayu rasa layu
asal saja kau tahu

aku tetap suka kamu.

Sunday, about a girl.

can it be Sunday today?
so I can sleep up to four
and sleep again until my back turns sore
then I can just walk with my short
straight to the ice box
pick a bottle of coke
and then lit a smoke.

huffing...puffing.
inhale and then cough
such heaven can't be found
when you were around.

Please let today be Sunday
in fact don't mind too much
make it not morrow
so I don't have to ignore
make it night when I usually
let prepare to face the sun light
and go about to work and such
when your face welcomes my day
and your smile brightens my faith.

so please make it Sunday.
and please let me see again on the next day.

tuesday morning

now
everybody is sleeping
one on my own bed
another crumpling on his worn out thin mat
and another,dead for all I care.
for they all asleep.

and I, wide awake
gazing to their death unknowingly
having put such calm faces
not knowing what is it feels like
to feel.

sultry night
and stranded stars.

high on all senses
of wanting what I cannot have.
for I had lost
and I still want her more.

setapak lagi dari suka

Saya mahu dia
Mahu kongsi rasa cinta
Mahu main cucuk mata
Mahu dia sayang saya.
Saya mahu cakap kosong
Jalan petang pegang tangan
Ketawa guling sama-sama
Tulis-tulis surat cinta bagi dekat dia.
Dia kata dia suka
Saya lagi suka dia
Dua-dua pun suka-suka
Tapi jiwa dia pulak sudah punya.

Jadi saya berhenti kaku
Tak berganjak walau setapak
Tanya pada diri sendiri
Setapak lagi dari suka
Berapa kali nak saya kecewa?