Friday, November 07, 2008

my innocence

I want you to die so I can breath free
happy and unnoticed without neither a slight guilt nor remorse
to play with the thought of unforgiven
that lingers everytime you were there
tempting me with faith i know I will never touch
I want to have the life I can lead to
not the one you tricked me into
with your wickedness
and your subtlest way possible
I want to be the one who fights you.
If tomorrow comes and rain still fall heavily on me
I want it wash you away and never set sail again
let you rot by the shore and die with my past
so I can start my dawn and have a cup of tea with my dearest bliss
my innocence is reaching me from within
caressing the purity and harnessing the light I have long crave for
but you whom I despise is still the master
and linger you still until the day you finally vanish.
O Lord, I hold still.
give me the strength so light prevails in me.

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