I look at them people and they looked happy
with smile smeared all over them faces
I feel envy beneath the skin
I ask me a question
a question I have no interest before.
why don't I deserve to be happy?
am I not nice enough to have it live close with me?
I am done putting hope before everyhing
am done telling me soon time will eventually get me
I give up being stupid
and I long to be somebody
somebody I can be close with.
I am nothing and my life is all empty.
I am tired
and it is tiresome to watch them faces
their honest smiles and their eyes
eyes of which filled with love I have not
why can't it be me instead being happy?
is it me or love has put me as an enemy.
lord please answer me...
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