I swear to God

I swear to God that I love this feeling
The feeling a child could only ask for
Every time his birthday twinks around
Wrapping off daddy’s little red present
On the night when the old watch turns itself past twelve

So much that happened I swear to God I started to become restless
The same sound I heard with the exact view I loosely watched
All the jokes that seems worthless yet so unbearable I enjoy it
And the sad part of being in the state of loneliness that I can’t imagine how could it end.

So like the child I do wait for my watch to do its job
Waiting and gazing, so patiently I hold dear
Until the sound erupted
And the side of happiness that is so long gone
I Could not have wait to say hello to this blank hole

So no matter how silly it is
Know that it may not last long as I hope for
Or how uncertain it can lead me to only disappointment
I swear to God will enjoy it no matter what

Because the sweet taste of it is unthinkable right now
And the stream of blood that I grew up with since forever
In my body says how beautiful it is
And how wish I could enjoy it to the days that will come

As long as I stay at this circle
As long tomorrow will come
And my life will always be at its best part…

A child….